Big Time!

ANUVER.. 
I told you naman db? I asked if you're sure. Seems like you showed no interest at all. You didn't answer so i guess it's a yes..?? When i said na wala nko kasabot I was really hoping that you'll give me a better idea and reason for me to stay or understand other than "undangon na nato". I've asked you several times not just once honey and you're too naive to ignore it or I guess you're tired na rin. Wala nko kasabot coz I'm fallen for you and you're not. And that i couldn't have you and that scared me. This is the second time that you let me down and it sucks. You couldn't stand up for me and that hurts, BIG TIME! 

It's not easy but it's simple.

Haaai.. I wanted to write my last blog bout you but i don't know how to start it right. I guess there are no words that can better explain how i feel right now, right at this moment. 

There are times in our lives when we come up with something stupid we don't know why and how. We start thinking of things to get the best answers. Once we get the answer, it doesn't end there.

I'm confused. Yes, all this time.

I just don't  know where we stand, where I stand.

Everything about you is unusual but i was able to deal with some of the unusual things about you.

I've learned to do things that I can never imagine that I would do for a guy or someone. How's that? haaai.

Guess I've fallen bad for you. And it hurts me coz ure not. :(

Are you always gonna be this passive?

Tried to explain everything for you to find out what's wrong. I told you I don't understand things na hoping u'll give me something that i can work on pero wala.. instead you gave me an idea to stop everything if its making things hard for me. I couldn't say more..... okay. 

Weighed things out. Me having you or me loosing you? It feels the same coz even if i choose to have you still its the same eh, its as if you're not there and you don't exist.

I'll be okay soon...somehow :))